I
chose to start this collection with your poem, “In
Spite of Them,” which ends with the line “we’ll
make some magic out of this.” Tell me, what
do you consider magical about the world? What is magic
to you? And is poetry a way to transcend the mundane
… a way of taking something bland or normal
and making it exceptional?
The fact of life itself is magical, I suppose. To
wake each day to find that you exist, whatever that
may mean, exactly, is a pretty surreal experience.
But when I think of magic in the everyday sense I
guess I am thinking of all the little things that
help you rise above the mundane of the day to day
world and bring you to another plane. It's the simple
things that do it for me. An honest smile from a stranger.
A beer or a glass of wine while listening to music
that you love. A good poem. A girl in a springtime
dress. Sitting around with someone you love.
And yes, often in my own poetry I tend to take these
little moments and dissect them in a way, or try and
translate late them into words to share with others.
I think poetry and art in general can be used to remind
people of all the little moments of beauty that can
be easily overlooked.
Talk
a little about your writing process. Where do you
find your poems? Do you search for them, or do they
simply come to you? Is there a certain bar, a certain
street corner in SF that seems to deliver consistent
inspiration? Do you write in a notebook or on a typewriter/computer?
My writing process has gone through some changes over
the last few years. While I used to start off with
an idea or an experience I wanted to put down on the
page, these days I tend to walk around the city and
jot down images as I see them, and figure out what
they mean to me later on. I'll take my notebook and
walk around, have a drink here and there, and write
down whatever strikes me; people, conversations, the
color of the sky, random thoughts, whatever.
I tend to go to bars in my neighborhood. I live on
the edge of the Tenderloin here in San Francisco.
A lot always going on...insanity, homelessness, alcoholism,
drug addition, prostitution and the like. My last
book with sunnyoutside was mostly poems born of the
Tenderloin, and I think much of my work has become
a bit darker having lived here for a little while.
I'll wander over to North Beach from time to time
as well. A lot of literary history there, with City
Lights and the beats and whatnot. Now mostly just
tourists, but still some decent bars and interesting
folk from time to time. Perhaps I'll pull a Jeffers
someday and move to Big Sur and write about the trees
and the ocean and the hawks. It would be a bit more
relaxing, I think.
Eventually,
I'll transfer stuff from my notebook to my computer
and see what works together, and if there's any poems
waiting to be born from any of it.. I think my newer
poems are often less narrative and more imagistic,
if you will. Kind of more like painting.
Once
a poem is down on the page, how do you go about revising
it? How do you know when a poem is ready to be thrown
to the wolves (i.e., editors, readers)?
From time to time they'll come out pretty much done,
some of the shorter ones, anyway. Mostly I'll get
a draft down and leave it alone for a week or so.
And then go back to it from time to time until it
feels right. Cut out the superfluous stuff and make
the pieces as tight as possible. Make them cohesive,
at least in my mind. I just work at them until they
feel finished. It's often a gut thing. Like when you
know a painting is done. Ending a poem well is very
important. The last image is what often stays with
you. I have at least a handful of what might be really
good poems sitting around on my computer just waiting
for a good final line.
Are
you conscious of an audience while you write? In other
words, when you’re working on a poem, do you
consider the possibility that it might find the eyes
of someone outside of your own?
Well, most of my finished poems end up somewhere these
days, so I guess there is a part of me that assumes
someone will be reading them. But I don’t know
how much it influences what or how I write. I just
put down what seems to have some meaning to me, and
hope, if done well, it will hold some kind of meaning
for others. I’m never really sure if my work
is going to have any kind of significance to anyone
but me, but sometimes it seems to, and that is nice.Obviously,
since you’re as human as the rest of us (I think),
not every poem you’ve written is necessarily
“publishable.” Tell me a little about
your “unpalatable” poems … the ones
you write knowing they’re throwaways or meant
for your eyes only.
From time to time I write something and when I come
back to it I realize it probably doesn’t hold
much value to anyone but me. Might make a decent journal
entry, but not much else. I tend not to be very good
when I try and write overtly political poems. It just
tends to come out sounding forced and obvious. I was
trying to write something about the situation in Burma,
and it just wasn’t working. Which is the problem
I have with most overtly political poetry. It’s
just not often very poetic. Like most writers of my
generation, I went through a big Bukowski phase some
years back and sometimes I’d come up with some
really good lines only to later realize they were
lifted from a Bukowski poem somewhere. So I did have
to trash some poems from time to time for that reason
alone.
Bukowski
mentioned once that all that interests him is the
next poem, the next line. How often do you go back
through your catalog of unpublished poems to look
for something that might have a nugget of life in
it … something you can rework/revise to make
it fresh, new, relevant? And how difficult is it for
you to spend time revising older work or putting together
submissions rather than sitting down to write something
brand new?
I go back through my older stuff from time to time
and try to find salvageable fragments here and there.
Sometimes it helps to get the juices flowing when
I’m having trouble getting words down. From
time to time some good stuff is born of it, sometimes
not. I go through my notebooks and sometimes discover
images I’d jotted down, sometimes finding some
pretty good stuff I’d totally forgotten about.
Often when I sit down to write I’ll start off
with revising some unfinished work, as it tends to
help kick start me into writing mode.
Are
there any poems in Words for Songs Never Written
that you are nostalgic about for one reason or other?
A lot of them, in one way or another, I suppose. Much
of the work in the book is what I consider to be my
best stuff from the past 10 years or so, and a lot
of the pieces were born of people and places that
meant a lot to me at the time, and still do. It’s
a milestone of sorts for me to have them all collected
in a single volume. And of course, there is some stuff
in there I am simply and completely tired of. But
I ain’t gonna tell you which ones are which.
You
got married in 2003. How has being a husband changed
your poetry? How has it changed you as a man?
Being married teaches you to be less selfish, among
other things. I have had to learn to think about someone
other than myself from time to time. Which I suppose
is a good thing. I’m not sure exactly how much
it has changed my writing. I don’t write so
many poems about girls, I guess. Other than my wife,
of course. Ha. Though domestic bliss doesn’t
exactly make for gripping writing material, so my
poems still tend to come from darker places of my
experience.
What
about your move from Santa Cruz to San Francisco?
Has that changed your poetic perspective at all? How
has your poetry changed since the move?
San Francisco is a much darker place than Santa Cruz.
Santa Cruz is all college kids and hippies and trees
and ocean. Pleasant and slow. A nice place to be if
you can afford it. Downtown San Francisco is another
matter. There is much despair and things move very
quickly. Crowds and crowds of people and few smiles.
A lot of isolation. To steal a line from Townes Van
Zandt, there’s a lot of people just waitin’
round to die. Tons of hipster kids with apparently
little humor or soul. everything is irony. There’s
a lot of exciting stuff going on as well, obviously,
but it’s a hard place to be if you don’t
have a lot of money.
San Francisco has definitely influenced my writing,
as I tend to feed off of what’s going on around
me. I think a lot of my newer stuff is a bit darker,
perhaps, and as I mentioned earlier, often more imagistic
than narrative. Much of that I think comes from living
where I do.
Being
a poet in San Francisco, do you feel you are in some
way carrying on in the tradition of all the SF poets
who came before you? Do you feel any connection to
them at all? And has the city itself altered the way
you see yourself as a writer?
A lot of writers I admire lived in and wrote about
San Francisco. That was certainly part of the appeal
of moving here. I am inspired by some of the work
of the beats, obviously. I’m a big fan of Richard
Brautigan, and many other artists who created here.
So, I do feel a part of it from time to time. And
I’m a sucker for literary history, and literary
places. It’s nice to sit in a bar and hear the
bartender talking about the last time they saw Brautigan,
or looking out across the street through the window
of the apartment where Ginsberg used to live. I’m
a sucker for that kind of stuff, actually. I live
across the street from the building that Dashiell
Hammett lived in when he wrote the Maltese Falcon.
I’m a loner by nature, but every once in a while
it helps a bit to feel a part of something. I recently
got a little note from San Francisco poet A.D. Winans
that said something to the effect that he was glad
to see another poet was writing about the “soul”
of the city. I thought that was very nice. San Francisco
is a fascinating place to live in and write about.
Words
for Songs Never Written is pretty much a career
retrospective. How do you think you have grown, poetically
speaking, over the last 10 years? Looking back, what
advice would you give to young William?
I’ve tried to consistently hone my craft and
find my own voice over the years. It’s an ongoing
process, and not always an easy one. I try to maintain
my voice while letting my work slowly evolve at its
own pace. I don’t want to write the same poem
over and over.
I think I’ve slowly learned to leave out what
is unnecessary and tighten up my poems so they convey
what I’m trying to put across the in the most
concise and powerful way as I can manage.
You
recently had poems accepted by New York Quarterly.
What does it take for a small press poet to earn a
wider readership in some of the more well respected
publications like NYQ?
Endurance and a bit of luck, I reckon. I think if
you are fairly good at what you do and keep at it
long enough things will fall into place. Not fame
or fortune, perhaps. but your art will find its way
to people who have a use for it. David McNamara of
sunnyoutside press showed Raymond Hammond of the New
York Quarterly one of my books at a book fair
in New York, I think. He suggested I send some stuff
his way, and I did. The first batch came back, but
the second batch stuck. I’m pretty proud to
have my work appear in such an influential publication.
We
already know so much about William Taylor Jr., the
poet … tell us something about Bill Taylor,
the man. What was your childhood like? What do you
do for a living? Where do you like to throw back a
few beers? What’s in your fridge right now?
What is your preferred drink? What time do you go
to bed at night; what time do you wake up? When was
the last time you cried?
The general facts of my existence are rather mundane.
But since you asked here’s some random facts.
Connect the dots as you will:
I grew up in Bakersfield, California. I was a shy
and quiet kid, still am. Was a pretty good student
up until my senior year of high school, when I started
to get bored with most everything they wanted to teach
me. I hated P.E. I read a lot of comic books. Was
nervous around my family and most people in general.
Still am. I asked to be excused from the dinner table
as quickly as possible so I could go back to my room
and read my books and listen to my records. Went to
college for a few years, took a lot of literature
and art classes. Left before I got a degree.
I’ve worked in record and bookstores most of
my life, and on top of that I write poetry. That makes
me pretty much obsolete in this day and age. So be
it. I currently work at a used record store in the
Castro district of San Francisco. I DJ at a neighborhood
bar once a week.
I like to drink at Specs in North Beach and the Saloon,
an old blues bar that’s been around about 100
years or so, also in North Beach. In my own neighborhood
I like the Geary St. Bar when Lily the German woman
is bartending. My fridge currently contains a large
variety of condiments, some lunch meat, a package
of Tofu and about 1/3 of a large Green Special Pizza.
(pesto, cheese, garlic & veggies). I most often
drink good beer and cheap wine. A bit of whiskey now
and then, preferably makers mark. When I DJ I tend
to drink a pint glass of Stoli Vanilla Vodka and 7up.
I tend to go to bed around 1 or 2 a.m. wake up around
9 or 10 in the morning. I’m not sure about the
last time I cried.
Tell
me about your music collection.
I
have a fair sized music collection. Music has always
been an important part of my life and a strong influence
on my writing. Have maybe about 700 CD’s and
500 vinyl records, at a guess. I’ve started
spinning records at a local bar so I buy pretty much
everything on vinyl these days if I can, which I prefer
to CD’s anyway. I don’t own an ipod. My
collection is largely punk and indie stuff from the
70’s on...grew up on the Smiths, Replacements,
Joy Division, etc. I still listen to all of that among
much else. These days I listen to a lot of good old
fashioned songwriters: Dylan, Elliot Smith, Townes
Van Zandt, Mark Eitzel. The record collection bug
has definitely got a hold of me again. Lately I’ve
been looking for Townes Van Zandt’s old stuff
on vinyl, which is pretty hard to find unless you
wanna pay a shitload for it on ebay which is not much
fun at all.
List
your five favorite books of poetry and tell me what
it was about each of them that influenced you?
e.e cummings Complete Poems.
You can’t really beat him when it comes to modern
lyrical poetry. His love poems were just perfect.
And he experimented in language in such a playful
way. Like any innovator he spawned countless horrible
imitators, but he can’t be blamed for that.
Thomas Hardy Complete Poems
Thomas Hardy’s work has been very influential
on my own, more than any other writer’s perhaps.
I discovered him, I think, my senior year of high
school. His subject matter was very brave and modern
for his time. He saw human life as ruled by chance,
and figured if God existed at all, He probably had
little interest in the plight of the human race. Hardy’s
work was filled with this wonderfully honest pessimism
that really made sense to me and still does.
Burning in Water, Drowning In Flame by Charles
Bukowski
I am a big fan of Bukowski’s earlier, more lyrical
work. He often wrote about the mundane in a very lyrical
and sometimes surreal manner. He wrote like nobody
else did at the time. He showed me that there was
much poetry to be found in the most ordinary aspects
of life.
Most any collection by Robinson Jeffers
I consider Jeffers to be the last great poet of the
epic tradition. His long narrative poems were very
influenced by classical Greek drama. He captured the
natural beauty of the earth like few poets before
or after him. He found comfort in the fact that the
universe and the great beauty of things will continue
long after humankind is gone, and I do as well.
Complete poems of T.S. Eliot.
In my estimation, Eliot was probably the greatest
poet writing in English in the 20th century. I can
read his best work over and over and never tire of
it. There is always something new to discover. He
was academic, but never in a boring, stuffy way. Even
when I didn’t know exactly what the hell he
was going on about, the language he used was mesmerizing.
‘The Love Song of J. Alfred Prufrock’
is probably my favorite poem by anyone, ever.
Now
list your five favorite small press chapbooks or journals.
Anthills (small press journal)
A groundbreaking and refreshing combination of great
editing and wonderful art design. You know when you
get a hold of a copy of Anthills you’re going
to be reading some of the best work currently being
created in the small press. And each issue is its
own original miracle in art design. Top notch. I just
wish it happened more often.
Freaky Mumbler’s Manifesto by Christopher
Robin
My favorite collection by my favorite poet currently
working in the small press. Christopher has led an
interesting, non conventional life and writes about
it in an honest and powerful fashion. He should be
much more well known than he is. He is also creator
of Zen Baby, one of the last quality old school “zines”.
Poesy (small press journal)
Brian Morrissey’s Poesy has been going
strong for many years now and has done much I think
to bring respect to the world of small press and independent
poetry. Each issue is always impressively designed
and contains a wide variety of voices from across
the country.
Lummox Journal (small press journal)
Lummox Journal, was a great zine out of L.A. that
featured in depth interviews with the best poets currently
creating, as well as quality poetry itself, and did
much to give a sense of community to the world of
the independent press. I don’t think it exists
at the moment, but I think Raindog may be bringing
it back sometime in the future, at least as an online
presence.
sunnyoutside (small press)
Sunnyoutside started as an online zine, I believe,
and now is a press that produces beautiful books by
a wide range of writers. Everything they produce is
very unique and very good.
What
does it mean to be a writer in the small press and
to have a New & Selected under your belt?
It’s something I’ve been working towards
for quite some time now, and it’s definitely
a milestone in my life. It’s a validation, of
sorts, and a vain little attempt at immortality, perhaps,
but it feels good to create something that will probably
be around much longer than I will. People rarely throw
books away, especially beautiful ones. Hopefully the
book will be floating around for many years to come,
from time to time making its way into the hands of
someone on who can make some sense of it.
What
does the future hold for William Taylor Jr.?
Suffering, slow decay, and death, of course. But in-between
all that I hope to continue to create and love life
in my own strange way.